A day at Skytrex Melaka

Umum mengetahui aku adalah manusia indoor yang lebih suka staying at home, doing nothing but the usual routine like kemas rumah, borak ngan family, online etc. Then one day Tipah post pasal Skytrex and tell me that she want to do it. Aku tiba-tiba rasa nak try, and we booked 25th Feb 2017 utk kami pergi. Book secara online dengan bayaran RM65.00 termasuk glove [glove RM10 tu super penting. Rabak jari jemari mulus kau nanti kalau tak pakai] Kitorg amik yg intermediate [memula nak amik yang beginner. tp org skytrex kata beginner utk kanak-kanak] Book tu boleh pilih korg nak main yang pukul berapa. kitorg amik pkl 10.30 pagi. tak de la awal sangat, xde la lambat sangat. sebabkan Tipah kata tak best gi berdua je, kami manage cari kawan-kawan yang senang dibawa bincang seramai 3 org. aku bawa Mek. Tipah bawa another 2 of her friends.

Memandangkan lokasi di Ayer Keroh, maka org2 seremban pun datang park kereta kat rumah aku. dalam pukul 8 lebih nearly 9 am kitorg gerak. Lokasi di Taman Botanikal Ayer Keroh, sebelum McD and berhadapan Zoo Melaka. Guna Waze kalau nak senang. Sampai je, kita daftar, sign doc pe yang patut, dapat glove and peralatan etc, kitorg diberikan taklimat keselamatan. Taklimat bagus, senang faham. Instructor tu bg korg time biasakan dgn peralatan tu dgn mock trail yang tersedia.

Bila sampai turn, maka kami dengan tidak sabarnya memulakan proses panjat memanjat ni and that was where we went wrong-me, especially. kitorg tak buat warmup dulu. main redah saja. Baru 1st part panjat guina jaring-jaring tu aku dah mengah. Teruk betul stamina. [ni yang tipah nk ajak aku hiking ni? xpayah] Pastu ada flying fox. Flying fox bukanlah kali pertama aku buat sbb pernah buat masa KESAT dulu. tapi yang ini agak jauh dan tinggi gila. debar gak jantung, tapi aku lawan and Alhamdulillah, berjaya utk flying fox yang jauh itu. ingatkan dah settle cabaran, tapi tidak! ada lagi yang gila menunggu.

jalan atas tali satu ni. Ketiak, lengan n tangan sume sakit okeh. and jantung aku jangan tanyala lajunya. lama gak aku amik masa. but Alhamdulillah, i managed to do it [senyum riak] I thought that was the end of my misery, but damn,  i was totally wrong. i met the scariest thing ever invented in this world.

THIS-

I was nearly died. its hella creepy and scary and at that particular moment,  i almost end up my friendship with Latifah Harun, the one who badly wanted to this sh**. I didnt cry. but like just what i said, i almost died. after, there was this part where its still using rope but with a small besi kt tgh2 tu. mcm buai. takut juga, tapi tidak setakut tali-tali berhantu tu.

Standing ovation utk kesemua instructor yang ada kat situ. diorg sangat sabar, dan tak de nak push2 kita. ada sekali where we have to jump using a rope, then bergayut n panjat tangga utk naik ke atas.

i lost my energy and i almost fainted. mujur instructor yang baik itu, tarik aku ke atas. terima kasih atas bantuan awak, baru je nak ngurat tapi tgk2 pakai cincin [sobs sobs]

lepas habis semua tu, last2 banyak flying fox. so tak de la seksa mana. habis dalam pukul 1 juga, kami bergerak ke Banda Hilir utk makan, solat dan jalan2 sekitar melaka.

My review utk Skytrex Melaka, tempat ni bagus utk team building. Instructor sangat membantu dan ramah juga tidak cepat marah even diorg semua lelaki. Sabar je melayan makcik-makcik macam aku ngan tipah ni. hehe. sesuai utk dijadikan aktiviti hujung minggu sekeluarga sebab benda ni dalam hutan so oksigen banyak. Berbaloi la bayar RM65 itu untuk pengalaman baru. yang dh mmg aktif, better korg try yang extreme. aku belum mampu la nak sampai ke tahap tu. Hehe.

ok. tu je. b4 that, say hi to my new squad. Me, Tipah, Mek, Trex and Sharifah.

Syuhada in Seoul - Part 1

Sepertimana yang pernah aku post sblm ni, mmg ade dlm hajat nak ke Seoul, Korea Selatan. Bila k.etty [my travel buddy] texted me and tanya- nk p korea tak, i was like- haruslah nak! So cpt2 tanya ibu blh g ke tak. once dh dpt green light, iols pun terus minta k.etty book. yg kitorg book ni under BucketListAbroad- i've been following this ig dh lama dh and Alhamdulillah, Tuhan bagi rezeki yang ini. 

Pakej diorg utk ground je- maksudnye tak de flight. hanya include meals, dorm, subway, entrance fee & group leader = RM 1299. flight campur luggage masa balik, campur mkn dlm flight [sbb flight 6 jam ye. kebulur ko nanti], sume skali jd rm2100 lebih.quite cheap juga la kalo nk dibandingkan dgn pakej2 lain yg org lain offer. utk rakyat marhaen yang hanya bergantung dgn duit bonus utk berjalan, kira orait la ni. btw pakej tu utk 5 hari 4 malam. tp aku ngan k.etty decide utk amik flight awal sehari sbb lagi murah. utk day 1 tu kitorg kena buat itenary sndri la. yg lain, org tu dh susunkan. jdnya tarikh kitorg pergi will be 20-25 Oktober 2015. musim luruh.

book nye bulan 7. tym raya. perginya dekat 3 bulan lebih lps tu. azab nye menunggu, Tuhan je la yang tahu. mcm2 dugaan. yg paling terasa, of course kajatuhan nilai ringgit. nak nangis masa tukar duit. pastu ade plak berita korea utara nak serang korea selatan. even news tu mmg normal, tp dek sebabkan akan ke sana, jd terasa gak la. punyalah cuak kalo2 tak dpt g. pastu malaysia jerebu teruk sampai flight ade yang ditangguh or dibatalkan di kuching [k.etty org srwk, so kerisauan aku ni ade basis nye] tak berhenti doa, semoga Tuhan beri rezeki dpt penuhi impian ke sana.

tempoh 3 bulan tu diisi dengan wat preparation sesikit. cari balik sport shoes yang last aku guna masa p vienna dulu. cek pasport kot2 dh tamat tempoh. beli tshirt [sbb mmg aku xde tshirt berjalan. bila nk kuar sarung jubah sajo. simple and easy] g cari jeans [same alasan dgn tshirt td] anddd yang paling penting kumpul duit. mcm yg dibagitahu, aku book tiket sume guna duit bonus, so personal expenses kena kumpul sendiri la. bukan anak org kaya juga bukan org kaya- jd kena sedar diri. duit gaji yang selalunya habis sbb makan, aku hadkan penggunaan. takde tetibe-teringin-then-p-beli mcm biasa. tahan nafsu, tahan keinginan. demi seoul punya pasal.

Akhirnya, 20 Oktober pun tiba. Flight pkl 8.30 pagi. Subuh2 lagi aku dah sampai di KLIA2 tunggu k.ety [btw this will be our 2nd vacation together] pkl 8 boarding. lps menahan kebosanan, sakit kepala, mabuk flight etc selama 6 jam, akhirnya kami safely landed at Incheon International Airport. Perasaanya mcm- biar betik?? Bila dgr perbualan diorg, tgk mini mart diorg, aku rasa mcm tak percaya. selama ni duk tgk kdrama, layan kpop etc tiba2 hari ni aku dgr sendiri, tgk sendiri dan rasa sendiri culture tu.

 

lps jumpa member yang pakej skali ngan kitorg- i.e fitrah and fazirah, kitorg pun gerak p guesthouse. airport transfer guna bus tu harganya 10,000won. dlm hati mcm dh dapat jangka plan nk naik cruise ptg tu mcm tak dpt sbb mcm xsempat je. pukul 6 dah gelap. pakcik driver tu plak punya lah sopan bwk bus tak mcm driver bus malaysia [bwk bus mcm berlumba kat third lane] kitorg sampai dlm pkl 7 lebih, lps sesat sikit nak cari guesthouse. letak beg then terus jalan balik nak cari makanan.

sbbkan first day, jd kami sesat sampai ke Myundong. As expected from one of the famous shopping place in Korea especially with cosmetics, org mmg sgt ramai. Malaysian pun ramai. toleh kanan ade, toleh kiri ade. yg lawaknya wat dunno je msg2. tp ade gak yg ramah. mcm diorg.

tapi yang penting skali, bucket list nak bergambar ngan standee Baekhyun sepertimana yang aku dah mentioned dlm post yang ni, akhirnya- AKHIRNYA! tercapai :)))) [senyum lebar-lebar] 

 aku nak peluk je standee ni tp ade minah korean duk pndang pelik je kan. so aku batalkan niat. takpelah. standee pun jd. mihihihi.

ok. lepas dah berjawa memenuhi impian, juga perut telah dilapik- kami pun ambil subway pulang. sebab esok, our official journey will begin. simpan tenaga sbb banyak nak menapak.

[tidur bermimpikan byunbabybaek] [senyum]

Recent. Lah Sangat

[ok. aku re-write balik post terdahulu. sbb pe? sbb tulisan tu xbest. mcm bukan dari hati tapi just for the sake untuk update blog- which hasilnya end up jd mcm sampah. and i hate that]

there is this one rule yang aku pegang. Mak ayah ni adalah manusia biasa. They make mistakes. Tapi Allah s.w.t itu Maha Berkuasa, even salah mana pun, at the end apa yang mak ayah kata tu akan jadi betul juga. mungkin sebab tingginya darjat mereka dalam hidup seorang anak, Allah s.w.t membantu diorg utk fikir apa yang terbaik untuk anak2. Jadi kalau nak hidup selamat, jangan sekali2 menidakkan apa yang mereka kata. hidup akan selamat. dijamin 100%. 

it happens to my brother, kimi aka adik. dlm family aku, there is this one declared rule by ibu which is semua anak dia wajib ada degree [for some private but important reason] Awal2 adik mcm xbpe agree utk sambung degree sbb, well- keje yg require pengalaman ni xbpe nk pandang ko bljr takat mana pun kan? hadap la banyak mana pun degree kau ada, at the end masa interview bos2 tu akan tgk takat mana pengalaman kau. tapi ibu nak jugak, so adik pun ikut lah. finally, bln 5 aritu dia graduated. Alhamdulillah.  

kimi bukan cacat. fenomena muka bengkak sblh tu akan jd kalo ko ngadu lapar tym org nak amik gambar. zaaasss! ibu sumbat karipap dlm mulut. padan muka gambar dh tak ensem. heh.

akhirnya, berkat dgr ckp ibu, alhamdulillah Allah bg rezeki utk adik jd lecturer kat kolej negeri, n9. dekat ngan rumah, blh ulag alik tak mcm msa dia keje kt Lexis PD aritu. gaji lagi tinggi n blh la menyimpan since dia dh niat nak menikah tahun depan. nampak, selamat hidup weh dengar ckp mak bapak. 

pastu kita cite psl kwn2 kawen. Tahun ni tiga lagi bff aku kawen. Lps timah, skrg turn is ngan ina plak. actually is nikah awal lg dr timah, tp kenduri belah lelaki buat lmbt skit [is duk sabah. aku tak mampu nk p kenduri belah dia tym tu] cun je is bersanding bertiga. yeah, u read it right. my new nephew/ niece is on their way to meet me! semoga is selamat melahirkan dan anak sihat sempurna, insyaAllah [senyum]

 

besar dah anak awe ngn put. sebijik rupa bapaknya. awe junior sungguh la. 

ok. lps is, ina plak. alhamdulillah, so far bffs nikah- is je yg aku tak dpt p. yg lain sume dh jd mcm acara wajib hadir. ina selamat menikah dgn long-tym-bf which is amer. first tym aku tau psl amer msa az kawen. akhirnya, lps zara [anak az] dah nak masuk setahun, sampailah jodoh diorg. 

   

 

 

jiwa wan maimunah aku ni kan tebal, n being someone yg sgtlah sentimental, beria la aku [dgn penuh kasih syg nya] karang and hntr msg kt ina mlm sblm dia nikah.. pesan jga dari la pe la ni la tu la. ina blh reply cam tak de perasaan je. ceh! but well, itulah ina. siapapun dia- she is one of my bff and i love her. to amer n ina, selamat melayari bahtera rumahtangga for both of u. aku doakan yg baik2 shj utk rumah tangga korg berdua. 

now move on cite aku plak. ingt tak yang aku bersusah payah setahun ulang alik shah alam tiap2 minggu tu? ala yang sakit2 tu p gak drive sorg2 ke shah alam semata2 nk amik exam tu. ingat? finally, i'm now syarie counsel weh! 

 

timah tanya nape aku tak exited masa aku bgtau psl pentauliahan ni. entah. rasa mcm biase je. tak mcm masa long call dulu. myb tu masih zmn kanak2 ribena. ni dh dua tahun lebih practice, dh matang. huehehehe. majlis pentauliahan peguam syatie n9 tak mcm negeri lain [itu apa yang org ckp kat aku la. tp yg pastinya mmg tak sama sivil n syarie]  

pagi tu start dgn talk from pn.suriani ttg etika peguam syarie n arahan amalan sume. its a good talk from senior lawyer utk kitorg budak2 mentah ni. adalah satu dua perkara yang aku tak bape nk agree but ade sbb kenapa wujudnya bidalan- aku lagi dulu makan garam jd ko duduk diam2. 

dlm pkl 11 barulah start majlis pentauliahan yg mana VIPs dah start datang. rasa mcm konvo pun ada gak. cuma tym konvo duduk berejam sambil lapar kan, majlis tauliah ni disertai dgn majlis makan. mkn nasi n lauk melayu. bukan chinese food mcm kebiasaan law gathering. Siap ada kambing golek weh [kambing golek is always my fav. sedap weh kambing golek kt alson klana ni]

 

pada asalnya, kitorg tak dibenarkan untuk bawa mak ayah/pasangan atau keluarga sbb ni mcm majlis meraikan peguam2 syarie baru ni. Tapi memandangkan masa aku longcall dlu, aku tak de sekeping pun gambar dengan ibu n ayah, aku paksa jugak dorg dtg. my parent went overboard jugalah bila dua2 gigih pkai kamera masing2 amik gmbr aku. mcm konvo tadika plak dibuatnya tp tak kisahlah. i dont care la what people say. aku ada kt sini pun sbb diorg. susah sng, jatuh bangun- diorg yg ada dgn aku. sbb doa diorg aku blh jd mcm hr ni. nak harapkan result spm or zaman duk U dlu mmg mimpilah nak jd lawyer kan? tp tulah, berkat dgr ckp mak ayah. seratus peratus selamat weh. 

ok. sini jelah dulu karangan bergambar aku. moral drpd karangan bergambar aku ni- jangan lah degil ckp mak ayah. ok. tu je. jumpa lagi nanti. insyaAllah

owh. selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan. moga amadhan kali ini dpt dimanfaatkan sebaik-baiknya.. insyaAllah :)

Desire

Hai all! Macam dah lama tak membebel panjang. Heh. Bajet org suka la ko membebel? Last tuesday, lps habis kes di KL, singgah kat food court Jalan Duta tu utk mkn. Then there was this promoter, perempuan dtg nk jual insurance prudential. Aku buat tak apik je la. first, aku lapar. 2nd, aku mmg dh ada insurace prudential and 3rd, aku sgt2 lapar. Tambah lagi bila akak promoter tu kata gini- kami cover semua dik, termasuklah komplikasi kandungan. That! That statement really made me sentap la kan. Ko nk mengata perut aku boroi ke pe ni?? 

pastu pn.mai a.k.a my 3rd mother explained to me in an acceptable way yg mana dia kata, what she meant was, u are in marriageable age, syuhada... so u can get pregnant if u get married etc. hati sejuk la lps puan mai kata gitu. but it awakened my long forgotten desire which was to have my own baby. 

serious weh, aku tak pernah jeles dgn org berkapel or any pengantin baru [boooo. tipu! aku once jeles ngan irma hasmie masa tgk video pre wedding dia tu] but nowadays kan aku cam gigit jari je bila tgk new couple bwk anak p mkn. layan budak kecik tu n while melayan anak kecik tu, they will have some kind of smile yang sgtlah indah kat mata tu. i want that! i want to smile like that and i want to have my own little family too. sobsob. 

i talked to my parent about this and ayah, as expected, tak allow aku utk amik anak angkat [since i'm sooo eager to have my own kan and to wait for the father of my own child tu mcm tak nmpka bayang lagi, so why not amik anak angkat] ayah said, i'm not prepared and i admit that. ayah futher added yang bila blm kahwin ni, jiwa kita masih belum lengkap [yg tu aku tak bape fhm] so utk jaga anak sendiri ni, ia akan jd sgt payah sbb jiwa blm cukup kuat. aku angguk je lah. 

then i talked to my lalings. eitehr az, timah or angah asked me whether i'm prepared or not. there are tons of thing to do utk besarkan anak ni. apa jantina anak yang ko prefer, sape nak jaga anak masa ko g keje, mcm mana dgn mkn pakai dia, adakah kewangan ko stabil, adakah ko sanggup nk melayan budak tu if dia sakit ke pe etc etc-- those adalah contoh2 soalan yang diajukan and to be honest, ia agak menyedarkan aku yang ada anak ni its not always rainbows and butterflies.. jdnya, aku tangguhkan dlu la niat tu sampailah bila Tuhan kata aku dah ready, maka nya waktu tu aku pun bolehlah berjumpa dengan Nur Iman Hannan, akhirnya :)) I cant wait to see u, love!

tu je lah. jumpa lagi dlm sesi membebel akan dtg. daaaa~~

Happy Birthday, Babe

Happy 28th birthday, my best-est friend! its your last birthday as a single lady and at the end of this month, you will step in another stage of life- to be someone's wife. I'm thinking to write a letter to you but my handwriting is getting worse day by day so yeah, here i am. writing a post in my own blog so that u can read it. i'm pretty sure u will read it because u are one of those few people who have the link to this blog. today is 19th day of January and i start this early because i dont know when will i have the time to write.. i'm planning to write a lengthy post because this is about 13 years of friendship, babe. what do u expect? so prepare yourself to read this. read!! i'll ask u question about this and if u fail to answer correctly, then- good bye my dear friend. muahahaha. 

this was one of the earliest picture of us, babe. still remember? while we were in form 1 I guess. [Tudung hitam with baju kurung kuning- like- seriously, syuhada?? hahaha]. I still remember u told me that u knew about me way before we met. although we are friends but we were not that close, didnt we? frankly speaking, I didn't really like you at that point of time. you are quite.. impossible to understand. with that eh-aku-punya-sukalah- attitude, i cant believe u were the person who gave me the most memorable birthday celebration ever with just a simple McD fillet-o fish .. i still remember u told me- akak aku datang td, dia bawak burger ni. hari ni kan birthday kau, mehla share sama2. we were not even in the same dorm. u came all the way to my dorm that night to share that small burger of yours with me. that was so sweet and most sincere act someone ever did to me. From the very bottom of my heart, thank you so much for your kindness, dearie BFF.i remember that till the last day of my life.

we became close in 2002. while we were busy preparing for our big PMR exam, we slowly getting closer together with az. if u ask how- honestly i cant recall. step by step, I have my own circle of friends consist of nine and of course, you are part of it. not to mention, we were also the pair that argued the most.

remember this picture? this was taken when we argued few seconds before. u left out of sudden and i dont bothered to care so we just proceed to take the picture. haha. so childish.i dont know how we reconcile after that but i guess Ina played a big role as our Jaksa Pendamai. muehehehe.

 

i spent most of my youth with you and them.. it was not an easy journey but we did have fun and I thank God for that. I thank u, for accepting me because I'm far from being perfect. Being moody and unpredictable syuhada whom sometimes so blunt with her words, i'm sure i always giving u hard times. thank u for always being there, accepting me for who i am and never ask me to be who i am because u know i wont bother to play another role when i'm with u. u simply make me want to be me. 

that sampul surat is in original form since 11 years ago okeh. dont u dare to accuse me for not taking a good care of your gifts and notes. yup. u did gave me that kind of note but i treasured those, babe. that is how much u meant to me. terharu lettew! haha. babe, did u remember we used to write our so called wasiat and gave to each other so that if one of us die, the one who left will convey those words to our family? hahahahaha. soooo budak2 sgt at that time. i dont know where did i kept those letters, lucky you! if i found it, i'll surely menghanjingkan kau for days. hahahaha. i thank Allah because we born earlier than this internet era. Kalau tak. dunno la what will happen. silap2 masuk KHK.muehehehe

after SPM, things change. the routine change, our circle of friends expand and we met the real world. we rarely met. once a while we talk via phone. we text each other from phone message era till wasap era. it keeps our friendship last longer. we faced another type of problem. if in SMKAP, our problem were basically about homework, friends, my crush, your crush, teachers and family- now, there are additional types of problem we are facing. monetary, life, workplace, staffs, lovelife, family etc.etc. from that I got to know u better and we start to understand and accepting each other more that what we use to do.

As far as i remembered, there were lots of things that i experienced for the first time and u being my partner in crime, were there with me. remember our zaman kesusahan? kejar bas, naik bas, turun bas. [alhamdulillah we now can take turn to drive wherever we want]. i miss those times where we can hang around and berjimba something with someone else money. haha.

our friendship is not just about sweet journey kan babe? i still remember the moment we hugged in front of your house the day your mother passed away. i still remember your tears. I still remember the moment our eyes met when u were beside your late mother and me- sitting few meters away. at that time, i finished reciting yasin for your mum and u simply look at me. i cant forget the look in your eyes as if you want to tell me something and i remember sending a look that telling u- i'm here. I will always here for u, be strong and trust me, u are  not alone. for days, i keep worrying about you because u simply pushed others away from u. u refused to reply messages, answering your calls. our friends keep telling me to go to u just to make sure u are ok. i dont know how to drive at that time, so i asked ayah to send me over. when we met, i remember your tired eyes and u look so miserable. only Allah knows how hurt I am when i simply couldnt do anything for u. I couldt understand your pain. I just can sit there, listen to you when u pouring your sadness to me. but i'm still grateful because u still want to tell me what did u feel. thank u for giving me that chance.

second time i saw hurt in your eyes was when he came to your life. I knew u fallen deeply for him and i cant help but supported your love life regardless what actually the reality was. after what happened, u look like lifeless soul. smile didnt reached your eyes and i knew u faked up all the laugh and smile. pray that me and angah wont meet that *&^%*(*^ guy because if we did, he will surely be 6 feet under. 

but past is past. now, u finally found your other half. u are getting married in few weeks!!!!! ho-hemm-geeeeeeee. did i told u that i got teary eyed when during your engagement day?[haha. u know me la kan. ratu air mata. wan maimunah sgt!]

why did i cried, u ask? because i remember your late mother. one of ur makcik look exactly like her and i cant help thinking how happy she is if she can be there on your big day. despite your wide smile, i can see some sadness in your eyes. hmmm..

u sounds stress lately babe. just dont think too much, will u? i know [theoretically] that planning a wedding is such a headache but please dont overdo yourself. insyaAllah everything will be okay. anything just tell me, i'll listen to u. if i'm able to help, i will.

dear best-est friend, i sincerely pray for your happiness. i really hope that Fadzil can make u happy, treat you like a princess and pouring you with endless love. but marriage is not just about that. its about give and take. i sincerely pray that you can fulfill your duty as a wife and insyaAllah, a mother. Patience is the key. think with your matured brain, dont let your emotion lead your act. i may not be the right person u can turn to if u having any problem after u get married, but do remember, i will always be here.

things will change and no one can guarantee that our friendship will remain the same. we have talked about this, dont we? we kinda predicted what will happen. just like how angah slowly drifted apart from me after her marriage, i can foresee that u will be busy with your marriage too. sigh. me, as the one who being left have to accept this. its part and parcel of life. we have to move on. but keep my words, anywhere i go, i wont hesitate to claim you as my bestfriend. Dunia akhirat.   

i love u. lillahitaala.

Happy birthday, bestfriend and selamat pengantin baru :)