Thursday, February 4, 2016

S.A stand for secret admirer

so siang td aku hadir satu seminar di salah satu hotel kt seremban. suddenly sorg hamba Allah ni tegur aku- eh, syu! and i was like- sapa plak ni. [dlm hati la] then sbbkan aku ni mmg muka direct i.e ko blh tahu apa ade dlm hati aku through muka aku [open book istilah omputihnya] so dia tanya- kenal tak. i pun direct la ckp sambil paut bahu dia- maafla, saya ni mmg pelupa. kita juma kt mana ek? Mujur dia gelak and explained yg kitorg sama2 amik tauliah utk Peguam Syarie Negeri Sembilan last year. Sharifah namanya. comel je. thanks sharifah sbb tegur. and i'm truly sorry for that. mmg cpt lupa org. lupa nama. hari ni jumpa, lusa dah tak ingat dah. bos selalu marah. sbb penyakit ni tak bagus utk buar PR. aku sengih je. aku cpt lupa nama org. jarang nak ingat dgn org yang aku jarang jumpa or dh lama tak jumpa.. except one... 

....and guess what? I met him today. 

after like almost 12 years- i met him again. 

aku pernah terfikir- what will happen if i meet him oneday. but hari ni jawapannya- nothing happen. there was no butterfly, no heart fluttering, no rainbows, no goosebumps, no shaky hands and even my knees did not turned jelly. nothing like what i used to feel before. 

there was no dilwale nor kuch kuch hota hai. 

it was simply feeling nostalgic. [smirks] was he the same person who made me bawling like there is no tomorrow when he got married four years ago?