Mayday Mayday

Tangan gatal nak mengupdate [rasa mcm dh penah guna ayat ni before. adeke?] tp hati lagi exited. Nothing special pun. Just- rasa nak membebel. Okay. Since tak de particular topic nak dibebelkan- so i just tulis what cross my mind la kan. 

First: Maria Elena. 

she is a blogger. famous one. baru je tahu about her sbb gambar n video kawen yg super cute & selambe gile. but most importantly- i suke dia because she admit yg its a struggle to berhijrah. especially part yg b4 dia berhijab, she did what she thought was right- pegang tangan like what normal couple did. yeah. i use d word normal. ke-bi-a-sa-an. biasa kan couple pegang tgn. kan? but penghijrahan membuatkan dia & the supportive bf nekad utk tidak melakukan perkara2 sebegitu. sehingga mereka selamat diijab kabulkan. jujur. saya suka. honestly- i hate people yg ckp pung pang pung pang- but then- habuk pun tarak. entahlah. malas nak cakap banyak. mana tahu, esok lusa aku plak yg buat. 

Second: Chambering & Soon-to-be lawyer
birokrasi. dokumentasi. semuanya meletihkan. ah. and senior lawyer. hmm. yesterday was a tough day. i took d whole day to recover from those insulting & sarcastic words. lets take it as a lesson. so, one day when i become a senior lawyer, i wont insult a pupil like dat. pupil is human. how incompetent they are- they are still human. remember that syu. for d rest of your life.

Third: Park Micky Yoocun
I miss You, Babe. as usual la kan. u know what babe, your future father-in-law kan. dia kan.. aish. how can ayah said- lelaki mata sepet ni yg ko kata ensem? almost perfect what. how could you, ayah. how could you. owh! sedeh!

Fourth: Sheera
sedih tak dpt LC sama. selepas susah senang bersama. we always there for each other. mcm aur dgn tebing org kata. bnyk supportive word n nasihat. still remember what she told me- cik syu, ada dua org manusia yg tak blh dinasihatkan. 1st org bercinta. 2nd org yg kaya. dunno sama ada betul ke tak- but from experience yg 1st tu nampak betul. hah. kenangan sungguh.

Fifth: Kelam kabut
lately sangat messy la hidup si syuhada ni. hari ni worst la. nothing goes according to what i want. print tak blh. purse MIA. phone MIA. almost accident. aisy. takde ubat ke blh control kelam kabut? actually post ni entitled mayday mayday sbb kelam kabut aku ni la. dlm cite korea heroin kelam kabut sgtla cute tp in real life- horrible seh. sometyms menyusahkan org & selalunya menyusahkan diri sendiri. Gelabah mak nenek kata bos. nampak? tak cute lansung. heh!

Last: Lapar.
aku lapar. then jumpa lawak bengong ni. sumpah aku terkikih kikih gelak.

kihkihkih. tp lapar still tak hilang.

dahla. esok nak g KL. menyelesaikan benda yg sepatutnya aku selesaikan sebulan dulu.
wish me luck.