ada satu kesedihan yang aku sendiri tak faham apa puncanya. mungkin sbb things didnt go as what i expected or as what i wish. but why did i feel like this? this is not good. we promised each other that the best man win but when she did win, i feel something strange. its not jealousy but maybe more on- disappointed. yeah. i feel disappointed.
i shouldnt feel this way. this is not good. she is my friend for heaven's sake.
she is better than me. that is a fact. so she deserve a better place than me.
isnt it? then why do i have to question it?
Be rationale syu. u are not a kid anymore- big enough to think wisely. u have to train your heart not to feel this way. there must be something hidden here. something that Allah s.w.t plans for you. Accept it. Things happen for reason, remember?
but why must u made a sudden decision? you dont even try to search at any other places. you didnt even try to call or go those places. Geez~ u are such a child syu. you let your emotion rule your mind. why?
hmm.. there is no point to blame anyone or even yourself. now, go to sleep. try to accept this and take this as a lesson. dont do it again. u have to remember this so in future u wont make the same mistake again.
think. CAREFULLY.before u act. and. before u speak.
dont worry too much. u know worries didnt bring u anywhere.
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